Sorry guys…I’ve been on a road trip.

But I’m back in Mystic Falls now…so let’s hear those questions.

neontimesslowyourrhymes-deactiv whispered:
First thought that comes when thinking about Damon?

Frustrating. In all the best and worst ways.

Anonymous whispered:
If you knew that Damon gave up on you so his brother could be with you, would you go running to Stefan or consider again you chances with Damon?

Wow. You guys are really coming on heavy about Damon today.

I’m not going to be with either of them right now. We all three have issues to work out. 

But if Damon were to do something like that…and I ever found out…I would confront him about it. If he did something like that…it would sound like to me he was trying to let me be happy. But…I’m not sure Stefan is what it will take to make me happy anymore. I’m not saying Damon is either…but…if he were ever that selfless…

Anonymous whispered:
After everything you and Damon have been through, do you belive you could be with Stefan again, like nothing has happened? If so, that "I don't know what I would do if you weren't here" line would have been in vain.

I love Stefan. Or…at least I loved who he used to be. But I’m starting to accept that he’s never going to be that person again. He’s done too much…hurt too many people to let himself be the good guy again. Like he said…it’s easier to just not feel. I think I have to start letting him go.

As far as Damon goes…I meant it when I said “I don’t know what I would do if you weren’t here.” He’s been there…taking care of me since the moment Stefan left. And even before. And I will never forget that. I care about him, of course I do.